Okay... here it goes... I want you guys to know this... but then again... I don't.. so I guess.. here it goes.. Please don't treat me different because of it.. I have a disorder.. you might not think its as serious as other disorders.. but here it goes... I have had depression disorder since i was 6. Most people say the have depression just because they're sad that day.. Depression Disorder is where you're stuck in depression and can't get out. I've never been able to get out. But having it myself has thought me how to support others better than great. My version of depression gets more serious everyday.. I've gotten to the point where.. I feel worthless everyday. I've even gotten to the point of where i felt the need to end it all. (Older people will know what that means) I'm tired of trying, i'm tired of faking, yeah i'm smiling but it's fake. I've gotten so used to saying I'm okay when i'm not. Yeah.. it hurts, but it's okay... i'm used to it. My depression is a feeling of drowning while everyone else is breathing fine above me. I die inside every time i breath... If you want.. you can ask me questions and i can try to answer them.. like what triggers depression and stuff like that Please know the only reason I am posting this is because.. well you guys are like my family, and a few people know and the thought i should share it so... here we go.. Yes i know its not hopscotch related but, maybe if i update hopscotch i might make a project on depression disorder.
So... yea.. I guess..