Hey guys...I want to say

starrydream
deeptalk
hey
personality

#1

I've been changing a lot recently...you may or not have noticed...

Just to admit, for the past 9 months on Forum, I've been under this facade. This "nice, kind, and helpful" mask, for the sake of getting a "leader-like" reputation.

In real life, I am a straightforward person, candid but sour. The opposite of the stereotypical "good girl" or "nice chick".

On Forum, I made friends, talked about life, spread the so-called "positivity".

But now, I am tired, tired of limiting my speech, tired of trying to be another person, tired of not being the real me. To be honest, I even felt pressured here, pressured that I'm not good enough, "positive" enough, "cool" enough.

Not worth it at all...

Not to sound like a snowflake, but I am going to change.

And I won't regret it.


—Lucy (surname) "StarryDream", January 2017, on her first day of Middle School.


#2

Hey...

Well, first reply!


#3

I've thought of you as extremely mature through the past few months. Good job. :smiley:


#4

Well, deep inside, I do feel like I am mature.

But not Hopsotch Forum mature, sorry.


#5

Um...how???????????????


#6
Pretty unnecessary but...

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#7

THIS WHITNEY THING WILL GET WORSE, SHE HAS CHANGED HER MIND


#8

Just be the person you want to be.
You will always be my friend :3


#9

Ok, cool. No problem :slight_smile: just be real, be yourself, and that's all that matters


#10

That's good. All the "positivity" sounded fake from you, and I'm glad you're being yourself.


#11

I mean...I like positivity...but not Forum positivity...


#12

Yeah, I just mean.. It didn't seem real. Like a mask.


#13

;D
Tru

I mean, it's like a sugarcoated pill, the sweetness hides whatever's inside.


#14

Or a pill in a sundae... or something.
I actually have done a similar thing to you- but I lapse in and out of it. Sometimes I'm carefree and normal (the best times,) sometimes I'm stiff and "fake happy" and sometimes I'm annoyed and don't bother using punctuation and capitalization.


#15

Okay @StarryDream . I understand what you are saying and I will still stay as your friend at all times ! :two_women_holding_hands:

Yours sincerely
Silvery


#16

I have seen inside your soul...

I like what I see, good job!

Gg


#17

Sammmeeee
Now I'm chill lol
I used to be all uptight


#18

Starry, whatever your personality, you're my friend. Be who you are! :D


#19

Ok!
Be whoever you want to be!
It's the forum!
We will all accept that!
;D


#20

NUU
WHEREE THEE PENGUIN GOO
Yes
This is a complete sentence