I've been changing a lot recently...you may or not have noticed...
Just to admit, for the past 9 months on Forum, I've been under this facade. This "nice, kind, and helpful" mask, for the sake of getting a "leader-like" reputation.
In real life, I am a straightforward person, candid but sour. The opposite of the stereotypical "good girl" or "nice chick".
On Forum, I made friends, talked about life, spread the so-called "positivity".
But now, I am tired, tired of limiting my speech, tired of trying to be another person, tired of not being the real me. To be honest, I even felt pressured here, pressured that I'm not good enough, "positive" enough, "cool" enough.
Not worth it at all...
Not to sound like a snowflake, but I am going to change.
And I won't regret it.
—Lucy (surname) "StarryDream", January 2017, on her first day of Middle School.