Just so wanted to make a quick topic about me being a little more inactive.
I'll be less active. I'm trying to focus on school more.
So, I have this reputation of being a super smart kid. I don't know how I got that reputation, because I'm really not that smart, but anyway, that's how I'm seen. So I'm constantly pressured to live up to that.
For example, if I get, say, a 95% on a test, and another kid gets a 97%.
I will be told things like:
"Ha! I got a better grade than you! I thought you were supposed to be smart."
So, yeah. I'm super insecure and under pressure, mostly from myself.
I'm really not asking for pity, I just had to get that off my chest. I also know kids are in much worse situations than what I'm in. So I won't feel sorry for myself.
So if I'm super mean or strict, more than I usually am, it's probably because of this. Thanks for reading.
Also, sorry I'm been so negative...