Okay, I'm sorry for not seeing this sooner. Shame on me, honestly; I'd even said I would talk to you.
I'm glad to hear that you've found something to distract yourself with, but I am firmly against you just leaving. You need to give it some time, and I know you've probably told that to yourself a thousand times already, but you do. Leaving like that is dangerous, and, as someone who would definitely like for you to stay safe, I oppose your proposition of "just leave".