It's actually a strength in itself. Not many people that I know like myself actually have it in them to follow through. I know I'd freak on the last pill, pull back on the last cut. I admire you if you have the strength to do something I doubt I'd ever not freak on. It may be a weakness, but it is only for when you have been strong for too long. Calling what someone's been through with their heart and soul through their own personal heII and only did what everyone must at one point or another, break, is actually quite insulting and I personally find it rather offensive. You're telling me that what I want to do makes me weak, yet you do not see the hidden strengths in the so called Weakness.
Maybe you should feel like what it is for us, then see if you can call that weak. Actually, maybe you actually should.