Affirmative, (even if I'm not accepted) verbal violence has hurt much more than sticks and stones. I was told that since I was going through a state of depression, I didn't care about the LGBTQ+ community. I was told that I was useless, so much that I'm starting to believe him, and I know that it's unhealthy to think this way, but my brain won't stop. There's a storm in my head and every time I try to make it slow down everything just blacks out.
Sorry, I went overboard. I'll just leave now.